i want the D&G gold razr!! I WANT! I WANT!

would anyone get it for me as a late birthday gift? or early one, whichever way you see it. ((: my handphone has a deep scratch, cause i dropped it that day, thursday i think. DANG MAN! that day, must be one really unlucky day for me, cause i screwed up my oral that day too! but, whatever. and, my handphone buttons has problems. i don't like it anymore; but i somehow still do. boos. i don't mind a sidekick either, but, i don't even think that it is available in singapore. so anyone going to america, TELL ME. ((: but, i fear that the gold, would be too much, and i will be sick of it like in a few months time. so yeah. i want a new handphone!!

superficiality aside..

as i stand, singing those songs.

of might and praise.

i feel emptiness.

like what i say has no meaning..

like, i'm just doing this

out of obligation..

i don't know where to put my hands.

my heart, is unsure;

yet again.

what the person said today, has some meaning. ya know, bout prayer and stuff. all so true. i'm thinking, am i just an insane person? talking to myself. we, humans, are advanced species, we are able to talk to outselves, answer ourselves. so i'm thinking. does he really comunicate with us, or is it just us, talking to ourselves? maybe so, but what does that prove us, that we are insane? i don't know. i need time to reflect. to serch for myself.

mandamandamanda.

p.s. would somebody help me with bloody photobucket?